complicated

sometimes...we need to pay more than enough for careless...by not only using those belong to our own, from other as well...
what u get from just now is just few seconds..but i need to pay for u!!!gosh!...stud,i paid hundreds for ur impatient!!!would u ever feel sorry to me? would u ever regret?well..that's not the point n..who cares?i want the compensation!!!coz of u!!i can't buy a new guitar for own utilitised !!#%$$&&*(@$@$%&!!!!!

well another one,can u pls walk away for a while..just a while pls..
else,just tell me what u want from me?
will u take it if i really give?will u really do?well..i'm not yet prepared..need time in finding courages..need time to make out...
or...am i thinking too much?but...i can't find way out..
alright..just stay still then...u may steps away but pls dun walk closer pls...


*a post from schizophrenic